babies
2001-07-06 - 2:34 a.m.
i stuck my stomach out this evening, to make it look like i had a bun in the oven. i wonder if xongo would find me beautiful if and when i carry his child...
it made me think of a friend of mine. actually, the younger sister of an ex- (who just so happened to be my first love). she's gettin' married soon -- but it won't be a white wedding. she's prego with his kid. she'll be a good mother. she's got those mothering instincts and she's a really sweet girl.
pssht. girl. *rolls eyes* she's 22 and is knocked up with her fiancee's kid. but she's still a girl.
got me thinkin' about my sister. thinkin' about how soon we're gonna be sending out announcements for her and asshole's wedding. that fuckin' prick. then the thought occurred to me -- one of these days, they're gonna have kids!
i can't, for the life of me, picture my sister as a mother! i mean, i can picture her pregnant -- those birth control shots have given her a nice padding around the stomach; easy to picture her even bigger. but her caring for a child? it's just... beyond me.
siotd:
Thou lumpish full-gorged flap-dragon.
