i feel better
2002-03-17 - 3:38 p.m.
it's been nice. i'm spending time with malecide the way we used to. the phone conversations have been nice. the deep personal chats late at night. falling asleep together. i know it's not leading anywhere, just like it didn't back then. but it's nice. i have my center back.
so much of my angst about it all is gone. no more keys pressed into my palms. the late night lonely drinking has stopped.
i feel a little better.
too busy and stressed to brood over it anymore.
