lonely
2002-01-21 - 2:37 a.m.
so here i am.
single.
again.
and what have i been doing all weekend long?
sitting on my ass.
friday night, i was supposed to go downtown to see a the gig of a guy in class who's trying to court me. i was also supposed to go to a party afterwards with moribeikaa and some other friends. malecide went. i didn't. he took pride instead taking of me.
what was i doing instead? nursing a sick rat. fun fun friday evening.
and what did i do on saturday night? again, i went to eat dinner, and shopped with sprite, izzy, and mallet queen (i stress the again)and came home to play monopoly. now, don't get me wrong, i like monopoly... but jesus fucking christ...
sunday night (ml king jr day tomorrow), i'm sitting here... cleaning my fucking house. then what do i do? i study and watch much ado about nothing (shakespeare) by myself.
i'm single! in my early twenties! i'm supposed to be living it up. not sitting at home like an old maid. i'm supposed to be out there dating.
but the only one i want with all my heart and soul doesn't want me.
story of my fucking life.
