stalking
2002-06-13 - 1:21 a.m.
stalk, stalk, stalk...
checkin' out pics of my amadeo. found the band's website and fansite. i didn't know about the two. this is not helping...
i think i've focused so intently upon him because i have nothing else. my affections for him, however small or false, are slowly releasing the pull i had/have towards my louis.
besides. amadeo's nice. amadeo's handsome (in an cute, angelic way -- something i rarely 'go' for). amadeo's talented. and the big kicker -- amadeo hit on me the first day we met.
but you have to be careful with angels -- they frighten easily. it isn't hard at all to be too intense and scare them away. they're intimidated easily.
i think i did that. *eeek!* *hides eyes in shame*
