weep
2001-12-27 - 2:39 a.m.
i've hurt him.
i've put the blade right up against his wrist and urged him to push.
i can't believe what i've done to him.
i sat there, thinking of the first night. what a night. perfect. happy. a promise of something new and good.
how do you say goodbye to the only person who ever truely adored you? how can you keep going, knowing that you fed them their still beating heart with a spoon?
weep for sadness
wear these tears as a badge
show the world
misery.
add one more mark
one more tally
one more scar
of shame
of wrong
pull his black shroud
across the world
hold it
not with him
for him.
you wronged him
you dealt him the damage
you ended him
